it has been awhile

i had been trying to write on my book.
is it apparent that i had failed?
‘cuz look where it leads me back to.
right back here!

Being dramatic aside, I am now trying to catch up with my rhythm of just recording my life again. I really did not seem to enjoy writing on paper. I was too focused on making my handwriting nice, too paranoid to destroy the pristine pages of my precious books, bla bla you get the drift. Whereas on the laptop, i just need to hammer my fingers on the keyboard and voila! The deed is done.

So I am going to try and be diligent with this again (crossed my fingers).

I may have mentioned it before here – I can’t remember & no, I did not re-read my previous posts – that the reason I need to record my stories is because I have the memory capabilities of a single goldfish.

Sometimes, interesting moments happened to me & i somehow managed to completely forgot about it even if said memor(ies) may have hurt me very much. It is getting a bit annoying, especially when I had the (many) chances of talking about my life or myself in general but I just completely blanked out & ended up stuttering some generic sentences of how life should be.

Okay, that was my ramblings for the day.
And since this recording is for me, I will write it for me.
Just a heads up.

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